too heavy, too light, too black or too white, too wrong or too
right
today or tonight- cumbersome
too rich or too poor,
she’s wanting me less, I’m wanting her more
cumbersome
i can’t go down to the water’s edge, I
didn’t do it but I saw who did
i can’t go down to the water’s edge, I didn’t
do it I swear
they said devil boy
it’s off to hell you go
and so I sit and pray for her to call me there
i’ll burn that bridge a thousand times
on the cross I bear
just to wonder if you’re listening
from a soapbox in the sky
to finally realize my pride, was it you or was it i?
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Roderigo
he’s a real cannibal she goes: “I think I’ll name
him roderigo”
dress him up in darker clothes, sell him away
standing underneath her gun, “sit up straight or I’ll hurt you”
you know he’s not her only son, just the strongest
she tied him down to her tree
stayed fit to name him
what he’s going to be
tied him up with her
rope, you know it stains her neck but it
can’t hold roderigo
“i’m the real animal,” she goes,
she wants to name me roderigo
tie me down with all
her ropes, until I can’t breathe
she can’t help but beat me down into a brand
new roderigo
i’ll slip away without a sound into the air
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Lame
there’s a tall…and he comes to
every party…the rest…it’s
so clear…
he’s not judging anyone……arms float around his cage….canary
sings…rage….the way they stare….run….he stays he
stand…..his ground…..i don’t even know his name….he
keeps it in a box….hangs it from his ear…slender body…..don’t
give him a chance…..back and forth…..makes a buzzing in my ears….reminds
me….i never stop….hear him say hello….hello…….
i am so lame.
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Kater
it is no escape of his
emerging on a tender age
just to say that she wants him
and her nakedness is not
an invitation to her bed at night
she sleeps that way all the time
he’s wanting just to say:
would you listen up
and give half a chance
to this young man?
and she’s wanting just to say
can you break down all
the barriers
walled up around me?
and the worst thing he could do
is leave when she asks
him to
then they’re equally alone
if you’re wanting just to know,
storybook, love letter
is he writing still?
he’s been with her for many years
and she’s wanting to just explain
well my nakedness is
not
an invitation to this
bed
chorus
and the games she plays at night
are nothing like she’s ever known
because she knows how
to throw a look
knowing just what to
say
he shows up 4 a.m. and
drunk
hey roll over you’re in my way
just one more work before he goes
i’m not here as a man, i’m here as a
girl
i didn’t come here to get laid
i’m just here to help you
why are you so afraid?
casey the madison king
he’d do anything for that little girl
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Margarette
margarette came to me was all he said
before she knew my name she was in my bed
she was only sweet sixteen
20,000 days younger than me
marry me she said I don’t reply
daddy said you better
or you’ll die
she wants a house and
fifteen kids I guess
and I can’t find a state we’re legal
in
margarette feels the world beneath her feet
shaking like a leaf falls
from a tree
she don’t care he’s ten years older
than me
as long as they’re together happily
she was only sweet sixteen…..
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Anything
indivisible, you are the one…one
impossible to hear, what you say to me at night
can I have some covers back
it’s so cold on the wrong side of the bed
are you awake, are you aware, are you anything
pictures high, high upon the shelf
letters from me to you,
you to me, us to them
do they express?
do they say anything?
anything at all
chorus:
i know I’m not the man of her dreams
daddy said she’d marry rich, rich
richer than me
i know I’m not the man
but she can take anything
anything at all
do you think it’s just enough to know
how I wanted you to feel
read things back to me
back up, to see from
where i am
there is nothing more
than this
nothing more than this
is it enough to say that I want you
to keep it close to me,
(me)
it’s all I think, think about
does it mean anything
at all
is it enough to say
that I was wrong
and you were right
right here, right now
is it enough
for anything at all
anything you want
you can take
take anything at all
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Punch
In Punch Out
i wake up to beat the sun
from her glory
i’m only one cigarette away
from mobility
it’s always punch in punch out
go to work and go back home
there’s only one chance left and
i know where she is waiting
because it’s three songs home
and alex is jawing
there’s only one sin left
and I know what
i will do with it
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Favorite Dog
that’s my other hand, open and empty
it wants one to i guess
that’s my other jaw, swollen and shameless
it talks too much i know
and another poet is born with every other sip
wash away the word, just
like it was a paper bone
and they’re working on me, yeah they’re
working on me
just like my favorite
dog
geronimo look out below
i love that rusty water
like it was my favorite
dog
that’s my other head, open and bleeding
it thinks too much i
guess
that’s my other eye, swollen but fearless
it’s seen too much I know
and another poet is killed, with every sip
drain away a word, just
like it was a paper bone
and they’re working on me
and they’re barking at me
just like my favorite
dog
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